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What to say? How do you hide your shame? I voted, I did my part my and enough of my fellow Wisconsinites fought a great battle but yet at the end of the war I stand with my head hanging low... Aside from losing an election, our country has lost so much more.
I look at that Electoral Map and I see hate ... I see poor, uneducated people giving their votes to someone out of pure biggotry ... To distance themselves from the inferior minorities & now the modern day "evil" ... Homosexuals. 139 years ago the country had a civil war and when you look at that Electoral Map was very similarly divided the same way the country was back than... 40-50 years ago our country had a "civil rights movement' what happened to that? Why can I not get over the suspicions that so many of those 59 million people would today proudly put on a confederate uniform? Why?! Because you want to disassociate yourself from the lesser human beings even if it means supporting someone who will give you little to no support back?! Shame on you! If being closed minded is a sign of superiority and popularity, I'll be the blackest of sheep with pride.
Our biggest segregation is clearly where the intelligence is geographically located.Current Mood: There's none to describe it! Current Music: What's Going On? - A Perfect Circle |
Why would someone who supposedly cares enough about someone enough to be in a 'relationship' with them, deny that they were in that relationship for nearly 7 months, regardless who the person was they were denying it to ... I.E. an ex-boyfriend? I can't imagine. I guess it must be pretty similar to being afraid to tell your family & friends you're gay? Maybe not?
I think the importance of being HONEST over NICE has just been re-emphasized in my life. I'll take honest bad news over nice aka fake good news any day.
I suppose what goes around comes around... and I wasn't innocent. Do we ever really know anyone as well as we think we do?Current Mood:  confused Current Music: In my Place - Coldplay |
I'm getting so old ... maybe not in terms of years ... but my mind has grown up alot over the past year.
I'm going through one of the toughest times ever ... being in a situation where you're teetering on emotions with none being too clearly dominant.. It's horrible. I hate quitting things before I'm ready ... I think it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Getting to spend some quality time w. my best friend and his family last night esp. his great son (Rally BABY) was bittersweet ... It makes me realize just how much I want my own family and I thought I had it in my grasp ... Where'd it go? I don't want to take a step backwards to the PARTY stage, but it seems like when that stopped my 'friends' vanished ...
The person I am and the person I wish I could be are miles apart ... I let myself down in so many ways and the worst part is often times I realize I don't have it 'that bad'?
Building up courage to do the most cowardly thing...Current Mood:  depressed Current Music: Drugs or Me - Jimmy Eat World |
Saturday the softball game turned into a Kickball game which was probably more fun anyway cause everyone could play. It was a pretty lop-sided match my time was victorious. Then after the beer & food I headed home and relaxed for a bit. Watched Arturo Gatti work over some guy's liver then hit up the Boese Party... Decent. I got lots of folks drunk then went back to the blossoming party at my place. Jay was there w. his new girlfriend and some friends... I can't say I remember any of them. TOO DRUNK. Sunday the Kegerator arrived.. I was hungover so I just got it in the basement and relaxed most of the day....Current Mood:  indifferent Current Music: Lars Fredericksen & the Bastards - My Life |
Tonight I work at BB. I'm beginning to hate that place much more than I thought possible. After-wards, I hope to stop at the St. Therese's Church Festival for a much needed beer. If not... Perhaps I'll entertain the crew at my house.
Tomorrow I'm playing in a softball game w. Ed & Al should be quite interesting...
Haven't played read baseball of any kind with Ed since we were in Tee-Ball. WOW! I'm old. After that the weekend is wide open ... Sunday the new KEGERATOR arrives. Fuck YEAH!
Hmmm...Current Mood:  hopeful Current Music: Matchbox Romance - Your Stories, My Alibis |
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